Press pause

2012-01-06T15:44:00.004+08:00

Fever? Nearly bang wall and die.

Go clinic shopping meh? So many medication... Mad.
7 different medication + 4 days MC = 98SGD money drop

2012-01-01T11:37:00.002+08:00

Me : Wake up! 1130 already!
Him : Okok. 1135 sure wake up.

(At 1135)

Me : Wake up!!! 1135 already!
Him : Wait. Give one last final 5 mins. I need to summarize my sleep for the night.

Laugh die me.

2011-12-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

Pleasant surprise
Imaginations ran wild

2011-11-14T12:19:00.001+08:00

2011-11-12T01:27:00.005+08:00

I remember vividly, I used to love pretense game when I was young, pretending to be a teacher, a nurse, a cashier, a taxi driver, a pirate and even a bride with a teddy bear as my groom. I remember when I was young, the hardest decision to make was choosing colors whenever I was doing my art and crafts. I remember when I was young, the toughest thing I have to learn was using chopsticks. I remember when I was young, quarrels with my cousins were easily solved with some exchanges of toys or stickers. I remember when I was young, my anger could easily be dissolved with a McDonlad's happy meal. I remember when I was young, I could always easily forget my mom's harsh words after she hugged and patted me to sleep.

Now, I wish I could go back to those times. When thing were much much more simpler.

2011-10-24T18:04:00.003+08:00

Monday blue blue bluesssssss...

2011-10-06T22:57:00.003+08:00

I just came to realize all these are so fragile
Although you're seated right beside me, I don't feel you at all
I don't know how long can this last
But no matter what, I hope you're staying because you want to
Because you want this
Not because you feel you're obliged to after all that had happened
I don't need your sympathy because I was the one who made this choice
This is a story I started but I have no idea how to end this

累，泪。

2011-10-06T20:51:00.005+08:00

Don't let me grow too strong
Because if I do, I'll be too strong to ever fall back into your arms

2011-09-25T17:01:00.001+08:00

So fat. So lazy. I am recently.
This is bad.

If I can have you, you will be my best 21st present ever with no doubts.

2011-09-25T16:54:00.003+08:00

Nightout with PY & JY

2011-09-25T16:29:00.004+08:00

One of my childhood best memories
Friends since Kindergarden 1

Who is really on the phone?

I fell asleep, snored and didn't even realized they left until I woke up at 12PM. Perfect night out.

Fucking tired

2011-09-06T13:23:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of caring for people who don't give a shit about me

I'm tired of waiting for a text that's never going to come

I'm tired of thinking things will but different yet they never change

Tired of giving out chances only to be let down

Tired of making someone a priority when in reality I'm just a number to them

Tired of let downs by people who matter most to me

Tired of the same bullshit that happens over and over again

Fucking tired.

2011-08-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

Even the blind can feel
Packing up my feelings
Get over it

2011-08-15T23:52:00.002+08:00

I can close my eyes to avoid things I don't want to witness.
But how do I shut my ears to avoid listening things I never wish to hear?
Just how strong can one get?
Tell me about it.

2011-06-07T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hello JHSYBFF

More to come. Good stuffs are worth the wait.

I am knocking off sooooon...

2011-06-03T16:13:00.006+08:00

I just raped the play button

Listen - Beyonce Knowles

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my own...

2011-05-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

Let's say hello to stranger
Beloved stranger

Bottoms up!

2011-05-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

Fuck you
Fuck me
Fucked up

No, this doesn't kill me
But I wish I'm dead

Fuck you, again.

2011-05-23T22:29:00.001+08:00

The more you care
The more you have to lose

Even the sweetest chocolate expires

2011-04-04T01:18:00.016+08:00

One of the Saturdays during March...

It is picnic and kite flying with JacintheHSY, her fiance - Kenzo, Wyman & Shin-Chan(cute max)!

^ With courtesy from JacintheHSY's :)

Mad sleepy. Max hungry. Need carbos to keep me going. Hahaha!
^ With courtesy from JacintheHSY's :)

^ It is a tangled tale

^ With courtesy from JacintheHSY's :)

No, she is not posing for the photo. She is really focus on eating her berry.

It was a happy-but-shagged-the-hell-out-of-me evening bcuz I slept for only 3 hours and headed out. Almost died of exhaustion cuz I still went to St James after that. Hahaha. Okay. I deserve to die totally. Haha!

Ogayz... Quick updates! First, I'm back to Xpect Gallery. Second, I am going on a trip with JacintheHSY&Co for her 21st. Third, I got pranked on April Fool and I'm angry. Lastly... Let's go back to February :)

2011-03-18T03:56:00.001+08:00

Don't tell me cuz it hurts...

2011-03-16T10:10:00.004+08:00

Burnt Wednesday
Yap Mun Yee, don't ask the obvious
Because you know it is not going to ever happen

Time for a reality check.

2011-02-23T06:53:00.001+08:00

So super suddenly...

I want a nose job, boob job and a haircut.
Timeout!

2011-02-16T02:10:00.000+08:00

Better to leave than to be left

Shepherd's Pie

2011-01-29T14:49:00.004+08:00

Shepherd's Pie/Country Pie

Ingredients

1 1/2 lbs ground round beef
1 onion chopped
1-2 cups of vegetables - chopped carrots, corns, peas
1 1/2 - 2 lbs potatoes (3 big ones)
8 tablespoons butter (1 stick)
1/2 cup beef broth
1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce
Salt, pepper, other seasonings of choice

Method

Peel and quarter potatoes, boil in salted water until tender (about 20 minutes).
While the potatoes are cooking, melt 4 Tablespoons butter (1/2 a stick) in large frying pan.
Sauté onions in butter until tender over medium heat (10 mins). If you are adding vegetables, add them according to cooking time. Put any carrots in with the onions. Add corn or peas either at the end of the cooking of the onions, or after the meat has initially cooked.
Add ground beef and sauté until no longer pink. Add salt and pepper. Add worcesterchire sauce. Add half a cup of beef broth and cook, uncovered, over low heat for 10 minutes, adding more beef broth as necessary to keep moist.
Mash potatoes in bowl with remainder of butter, season to taste.
Place beef and onions in baking dish. Distribute mashed potatoes on top. Rough up with a fork so that there are peaks that will brown nicely. You can use the fork to make some designs in the potatoes as well.
Cook in 400 degree oven until bubbling and brown (about 30 minutes). Broil for last few minutes if necessary to brown.

I'm so going to change the beef to chicken. Am not a beeefy person. Mad love!

Source : http://simplyrecipes.com/recipes/easy_shepherds_pie/

2011-01-25T19:14:00.005+08:00

Michy's 21st Hello Kitty Birthday!

Polaroids! =)

Ella -> Mich -> Me

U N O !

With love~

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Okay. I know I know I know I haven't been blogging. Forgive me as I really wanted and intended to but the card reader is not with. No card reader = photos stuck in camera.

How fast time flies. It is already January going February. If I chose the latter, you'd be here. I'm sorry. I miss you baby... I really do...

2010-11-01T03:43:00.001+08:00

The furthest distance.

2010-10-31T05:55:00.002+08:00

No expectations = No disappointments

2010-10-28T23:04:00.007+08:00

Aglio E Olio!

Ingredients

350 grams of spaghetti (thick spaghetti or vermicelli is better)
10 tablespoons of olive oil
3 garlic cloves peeled and smashed a little with the side of the knife
hot little pepper (if desired)
fresh parsely
salt

How to make it

Brown the garlic and hot pepper in olive oil, add salt.
Wash and mince the parsely and keep it aside
Cook the spaghetti in hot salted water, drain them and add them to the oil and garlic mixture
Saute
Add the minced parsely and serve hot!

2010-10-12T08:14:00.001+08:00

Distance means nothing, when someone means everything.

2010-10-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

Amazed
Impressed
Well done

Speechless

2010-10-08T04:52:00.002+08:00

Different from the first time
Something is amiss
I need a safety belt to lock this insecure heart of mine

2010-09-19T17:08:00.001+08:00

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat

Will you be my best friend?

2010-09-16T08:45:00.001+08:00

S i c k

2010-09-14T22:56:00.005+08:00

Serenaded with beautiful lies

Murdered by the brutal truth

Haunted by your directed nightmares

2010-09-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

There is a clown in the circus
The clown is me

2010-09-09T00:53:00.002+08:00

Fear shook me whenever I try to take a step forward
Bcuz I'm afraid to cross the line
As your boundaries are constantly changing...

2010-09-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

It's not like I wanna be the only girl in your life,
I just want to be the only one that actually matter.

2010-09-07T23:28:00.003+08:00

You're not the only one
I'm as tired
Just tell me what to do
I'll oblige
I'm not giving up
I'm letting go and accepting it
Bcuz I don't know how to convince you anymore

Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam
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Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam
Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam Waen gam

2010-09-06T03:20:00.004+08:00

我害怕失去你
我害怕你对我的爱有怀疑
我害怕你不知道你对我我多重要

2010-09-05T23:46:00.002+08:00

4 Valiums to tide me through the night
There's a knife in my windpipe

This is your shattered piece of art.

2010-09-05T17:22:00.002+08:00

I won't believe that loving you is just a waste of time
Because I still don't have the answers to why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did so I can turn it back around
I wanna convince myself we're perfect in every single way

I lie awake at night pretending I'm curled up at your side

2010-09-05T02:21:00.002+08:00

Tonight's the bachelor night.
Good night Rukia.
Good night Gin.

God, let me fall asleep the moment my head touches the pillow please.

2010-09-03T17:42:00.000+08:00

Just when I thought everything's gonna be perfect, it all falls apart.

I've been mindfucking myself for the whole of today
I've been Waen Gam-ing for the whole of today
I feel broken. Inside.

2010-09-03T08:37:00.000+08:00

I woke up to see something I never wanted it to happen
It has killed me instantly
My cheeks are wet
I felt my heart wrenched
I don't know what have I done wrong exactly

2010-09-03T04:38:00.000+08:00

Mistake?

2010-09-02T18:06:00.009+08:00

Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you
Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who’s listening
Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who’s still standing by your side
Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who’s there when it all falls down
Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back...

-Zoe

2010-09-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

At times when I feel insecure

All I need is a lttle assurance.

2010-08-28T18:01:00.002+08:00

Thirak thirak thirak~
X)

2010-08-27T01:05:00.002+08:00

Lock me up and set me on fire

2010-08-25T02:01:00.004+08:00

Landed 300+ kilometres away to feed mosquitoes =/

PS 我爱你不是冲动
有些人值得等候
有些悲伤值得忍受

2010-08-24T12:02:00.000+08:00

3 weeks. Let it be a fast one.

No, I'm not blinded.

Love the way you lie

2010-08-20T18:13:00.006+08:00

All
I
Know
Is
I
Love
You
Too
Much
To
Walk
Away...

2010-08-20T01:11:00.001+08:00

I need Valium tonight.

Today is the day

2010-08-18T23:18:00.010+08:00

Everything is over, finally.
I've became a sinner, for life.

In Bleach, Ichimaru Gin was evil.
In reality, Ichimaru Gin is love.

2010-08-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

This phase of my life is definitely one of the worst
Sick and tired but still I've to carry on
Life is never easy to begin with

I guess it is time for a haircut

2010-07-29T05:59:00.002+08:00

Something is incredibly wrong with me.

2010-07-27T05:53:00.005+08:00

My day literally lit up when I saw these photos of 小小彬
Mad cute lor =D

Despite telling myself to snuggle up and sleep after an episode of TheDoctors, I still end up surfing the net. Daddy is back and he promised to buy me a new phone but I have zero idea of what to get bcuz I am a happy E71 user. Also, I'll be following dad to his weekly training as one of my idol is gonna be there. Excited to the max!

Know what? I don't think I owe you a living. That's tit for tat and it wasn't intentional. If you're able to recall, you did the same to me last night. Do you think I care when you stomped around and slammed the doors? Seriously, I don't give a damn.

2010-07-22T04:03:00.006+08:00

Please stop acting like an innocent damsel
You're just like a penny - 2 faced and worthless.

My best friend turned 20 today but she is still acting like a spoilt 12 years old beetch lor.

Y e s t e r d a y . . .
She refused to cook fried rice for me as she said she would.
She forbids me step out of the bathroom when I'm done with my shower bcuz she has yet to finish hers.
She gave me a hard kick while we're asleep.
She is JHSY.

Webcam peeks

2010-06-25T07:34:00.006+08:00

Hello world. Just took the picture a few minutes ago. Yeah, I know I haven't been updating much. Well, this is for ELKQ just in case he forgot how his bud looks like as they haven't been meeting up since Guangzhou which was like 32897542385 years ago! -.-

Went to Cine's Kbox with JHSY earlier on with this total naked face. Please ignore me if you see me on the streets with my total naked face cuz I will definitely ignore you. Hahahaha!

P/S. I wonder if you still remember The Man Who Can't Be Moved.

2010-06-19T19:19:00.002+08:00

Silence ≠ Consent
Silence ≠ Agree

It is because I don't wish quarrel

2010-06-19T08:59:00.002+08:00

Had an awesome bbq with my folks

What are friends really for?

2010-05-16T05:51:00.004+08:00

Do you think it is possible to be friends with that very someone whom your boyfriend has decided to leave you for her?
Sorry but I don't think so. Totally.
But even if you do, then why go around telling shit about your ex boyfriend to his current girlfriend?
Seriously, what do you benefit by doing that?
Stop being hypocritical and save all your melodrama.
Just what is your hidden agenda?
Don't deny and please, please fuck off.

19th!

2010-05-13T01:52:00.001+08:00

I've strike a deal with my dad! But it is gonna expire soon. How sad.

Mundane

2010-05-04T23:21:00.002+08:00

My life just got a little more mundane.

Sleep - Eat - Tv - Net - Eat - Net - Tv - Eat - Tv - Eat - Sleep

O - M - F - G

2010-04-22T07:08:00.003+08:00

My case is finally over with 600SGD.
Class 3 license, here I come!

There is something which is not confirm but it is good news to me.
And I am looking forward to it.
Update soon (n_n)v

Vexed

2010-04-22T01:35:00.005+08:00

A part of me is partially locked.
And that part of me is happy

Friends?

2010-04-19T16:19:00.002+08:00

Trying my best to repair a sinking ship.

2010-04-16T14:06:00.003+08:00

http://987rozz.wordpress.com/2010/04/12/nosey-parker-or-just-plain-loyal/

2 thumbs up =)

All's well end well

2010-04-11T11:04:00.002+08:00

Nothing much left for me to say
It was never my intention to build things up to bring it down, never.

Friends?

2010-04-04T16:55:00.015+08:00

The

most

terrifying

creature

on

earth

is

human.

2010-03-28T03:17:00.004+08:00

I g n o r a n c e
is truly a bliss

random

2010-03-27T13:01:00.002+08:00

I am not in a good mood. Had a debate last night with LTA and I'm glad that the debate turns out to be a harmless one and hopefully resolve all matters. I just found out last night that I'm being dua. Don't wish to emphasize on it. Filled with a little bit of regrets now cuz it is an irreversible change and yet all l I can do now is to only wait. Not exactly pissed but this kinda feeling sucks, totally. I've broke my Waka-waka score as well as LTA's and it feels good cuz he can no longer tease me about it. I think it is getting kind of wordy but then again, I haven't blog like properly in ages. Everytime when I'm here at this page, I would make a U turn back to my private blog. I don't know why. Funny.

Why so many kpo people lurking around... ELKQ, please remember the upcoming April Fools' day! TOING TOING~

Insomnia

2010-03-11T05:57:00.004+08:00

Time check, 6.05AM
I can hear the bus coming, stopping and moving off. I can hear the happy birds chirping. I can hear somebody snoring. But why am I still tick-tacking away on my keyboard with my ass stuck on the chair?

Hello Insomnia, F U C K Y O U.

stupid

2010-03-06T01:25:00.002+08:00

JHSY asked to me google for Rainie Yang Chen Ling's images cuz she claimed that her mole is in a shape of a star~

photoshopping

2010-03-05T18:52:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry that I almost killed you...

2010-02-23T00:54:00.000+08:00

In time you'll find somebody
The truth is she'll never be me
And that's when you're going to miss what we had

IamsuperchubbyandIcannotstandit -.-

1st Alarm rang

2010-02-19T16:24:00.001+08:00

There goes my first alarm for the first time...
Can you do the Hokey Pokey dance again?
Please.

CNY

2010-02-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

Seriously... I have a lot to blog but I'm lazy yet I don't want all these little details to go missing...

5th Feb is fantabulous! (photos over at FB)
I bought 2 pair of Uniqlo jeans (and I am mad happy about this)
Ya, I finally got my Facebook account
My period is so regular. Damn zhun lor... -.-
My hair smells sibeh good
I have 191 $1 coins
I had tzui ker with chai por
Bought a pair of shades tgt with JHSY at only $11!
Have been playing mj for 3 straight nights (orh ba kak like panda)
I was at somewhere near Rangoon road on da nian chu yi to cip money with my bestfriend "O $ P $ hor!" (sibeh classic and unforgettable)
LTA is not convinced that moth is still alive after one night in an air conditioned room (it doesn't move but it is only hibernating bcuz it thought it was winter right?! EugLKQ correct me please!)

Happy Chinese New Year!

Teach me can?

2010-02-04T20:13:00.001+08:00

Anybody?

Marriage

2010-01-22T02:59:00.000+08:00

One by one... People around me are getting married.

2010

2010-01-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

One night at xbar with them

2009-12-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

That night at Xbar...

I had fun and I'm not drunk (:

New Year Resolutions?

2009-12-24T05:53:00.000+08:00

I've been blog-hopping around for the past hour and I've realize that most people have started posting their new year resolutions which kind of trigger me to be here typing some nonsense. But then again, for the past one or two years, my resolutions have always been the same and I think it is boring, stagnant, stupid and useless unless you've really did it. If so, congrats to whoever you are and you can stop reading after the full stop at the end of the sentence.

Bah! Take my 2009 resolutions for example, cutting down on late nights, quit smoking, for goodness sake! take a bus/MRT instead of a cab and the list goes on and on... But before you know it the year has already ended and you've change nuts.

And like seriously, have you done anything about your 2009 resolutions? Cut down on parties? Uhuh! Betcha partying even harder. Change my ass!

Feel like having Kong Bah Bao suddenly! Damn! Later! XD

Chuchu!

2009-12-24T03:27:00.003+08:00

For a moment, I thought I've entered an abandoned website. Geeeez! Anyway...

Her name is Chewy(kuku name given by Bombom cuz she thinks it is cute) but I call her Chuchu and she is only 3 months old till now. She is undeniably cute and I know she loves me. Yet Bombom is going to sell her away lor... :(

Things are getting complicated. Someone murder me please. Thank you.

Xmas is coming!

2009-12-21T01:09:00.000+08:00

Santa Claus is coming to town! But I haven't been a good girl. Heh!

Excitement! New room!

2009-11-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

I am so so so excited about my new room! I'll be moving to the extreme east side. Though it is gonna be a little inconvenient as I've been staying at the downtown area for awhile but! I get to paint and design my room! Shopping at Ikea, painting the walls, doing murals and blablabla! I'm still in the midst of designing the murals but I'll post it up once I'm done with it.

Geez! I've been rather 'proper' recently. Having regular proper meal time and sleeping time. Sleeping before 1am and waking before no later than 12pm! I am pampered with wanton mee and showered under Lemon's love~ Goodnight!

Am I fat?

2009-10-31T17:24:00.000+08:00

Yada yada! I hate Noel, "Why you become so fat?!" That was the first thing he said to me after a long time. Damn. I couldn't recognize him until I saw the tattoo on his forehead. He is such an ass. Have been spending most of my last week with Monster Ping Pong.

The New Start

2009-10-19T05:22:00.000+08:00

A new start. No, I didn't delete my past entries because I couldn't bear to. They were just moved to a private spot. I've decided to opened my blog to public again because BP wants to read. Are you touched? Nonsense.